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| 最初的日子真的很難捱... 從有到冇...怎適應? 人就是這樣...從冇到有...只會想要得更多~ 當我開始接受到他已離開o既時候, 竟然再一次受大打擊... 雖然早前已略有聽聞, 但他說的我都相信(所以常給人說太易受騙=.=') 始終很難接受~整個人都好似停頓了, 只是不停重覆過去的回憶, 他說過的每句話~ 無論去到邊都想到我地做過o既事~ 終於忍不住打給一個朋友, 還是她開工時間(註:此乃起級大忙人), 幸好得佢聽得講... 好記得佢講o既一句話: "其實佢o既事真係唔關你事, 點解仲要同你交代?" 真係當頭棒喝, 真係要多謝佢, 呢句話令我好hurt, 但的而且確係事實...亦令我開始放開左d...除左佢, 仲有一個好重要o既朋友同我過呢關, 工作上真係幾冇緣o家...佢走我就黎, 到我走佢又返黎喎~ 不過只係見過兩三次, 我就將我同佢o既事大部分都講左俾佢知~我都要多謝佢..連續幾晚開夜陪我講道理... 老實講, 我輸左, 但係我唔服...只因有人出陰招...老套~(又或者佢都覺得我係掛), 或許係外人我更可以接受, 呢個moment我唔得...因為我真正希望佢幸福(雖然不約而同都有人同我講佢衰人, 賤人)... 不過好彩我係呢件事上面, 佢欠我好多...(仲有好多outstanding promise都未做, 雖然有一d已經做唔到lu, 有d可惜) 但係我唔想佢唔開心~我亦都想自己好開心....比佢地更開心~ 冼宜燊, 希望你會快樂! (但願佢唔係你最後一個~) | | |
| 大久沒有update xanga... 因為之前真係太忙...連續兩個月日夜不停...星期一到星期日...上班, 下班, 食飯, 喝酒, 宵夜, BBQ, 打牌, 唱k, msn, 通電話, 嘉年華, 睇戲, 行街, 迪士尼, 澳門....................... 完全沒有一刻鐘是休息的, 跟他們一起的時間其實很開心(如果大家relationship簡單一點的話)... 到現在有時間update 時候, 原來又發覺太空閒....是我們不懂控制時間, 還是不想去控制? 有很多的感覺是很難寫出來的, 是我太多心? 還是有太多謊言? 我已經不太想去問他...因為他總有很多"憆惶"的理由先讓我"安心", 但我只會愈想愈多...很怕有一天, 他連慌都不會跟我說...有感覺這個日子會很快來臨.... 已經到了一個忍不住的程度了...太強烈地覺得你已經不再像以一樣去拱我...想到你以前那種語調同聲線, 真的很懷念...很想大哭一場...如果大哭一場是有用的話, 我願意花一整天的時間去"解決"問題~ 究竟係邊個不止一次同我講, "我地當然會繼續, 不會變"?????? 點解只係一段短時間就係咁? 我真的很珍惜...不單因為...而且你真係一個了解我o既人~~ | | |
| haha...that finally become real... a bit disappointed, cos LM confirmed that news...but i will still bless them, OK... promise me to live better and better~~ mic s is a new one...hahah...he's really a ******?! he's soooo damn good (?!) that he won't reject anyone... what an INTERESTING GAME...hhahaha~~ SHI...anyone who knows this news... pls. help keep secret...^B^ thx! | | |
| hi M, i kno u r smart enough to guess wat i m thinkin' of..."da one" who makes me crazy, he won't be "prince" and will never be!!! when u asked me wat do worry, somehow i wanna tell u "dat is ALL ABOUT U"... but i dun hv da brevety (pls. comment if i spell it wrongly) to say "it" aloud shyt!!! Every time when there is just u n me (like email, phone, sms, face 2 face), i kno that is da best time to make it... anyway la (haha...u r favorite saying other than shit........), that is U, not DL, not MS, not AC...u kno it...ok? u, "big mouth", dun tell others when u kno this turth...OK?? PROMISE ME~~ luv , ur princess | | |
| hi M, i kno u r smart enough to guess wat i m thinkin' of..."da one" who makes me crazy won't be "prince" and will never be!!! when u asked me wat do worry, somehow i wanna tell u "dat is ALL ABOUT U"... but i dun hv da brevety (pls. comment if i spell it wrongly) to say "it" aloud shyt!!! Every time when there is just u n me (like email, phone, sms, face 2 face), i kno that is da best time to make it... anyway la (haha...u r favorite saying other than shit........), that is U, not DL, not MS, not AC...u kno it...ok? u, "big mouth", dun tell others when u kno this turth...OK?? PROMISE ME~~ luv, BB | | |
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